To long again.

Well back at the business, it is just where I belong. Lily is great and almost done with treatment. I started CASA training but have decided that it may be to much. I want to find a volunteer job that I can do and that will make me feel like I'm giving back. I just feel the need give back since I have been blessed with so much. My girls are doing great, they seem to be finding there way in this life and I am so proud of them. Evenings are very lonely though and I have had a hard time trying not to be depressed. After 23 years of being a mom and feeling like it was the only thing I did well I'm kinda lost now. I don't want to really do anything else, I don't want more children I just want mine to be young again, time went by way to fast.