Lily has done really well on the meds and got her sight back until about 2 days ago. She seems to be regressing. I think she only has sight out of her right eye now and it seems that her whole left side is not working properly. We go back to the specialist Tuesday. I am concerned that she may have something nuerologically wrong.
We have been busy the remodel is not done at the store yet...but on hold for a few days to get caught up on everyday work. Business seems to be slowing alittle not panicking but I do think we are feeling the recession now.
Mom is moved and I think settled. She says she is feeling alot better which is good. We still have stuff to do at the house but nothing critical.
I need to get focused and organized on bidding jobs, designing Melissa's wedding invitations (and getting them done), losing weight, cleaning my house, sewing...I miss it. Why can't we just have more time?
We went to the lake last weekend and we won't be able to go again for a few weeks but, I look forward to the calm that it gives me. I can just sit on the deck and all the anxiety I fight daily melts away. What is it about nature? The closeness to God? Realizing that the world is bigger than we are and our worries and anxieties are minimal compared to the size of the world? I don't know but I like the feeling.
