I work in a very predominate mans business. I'm tired of being looked at as the girl on the job, "oh great here comes a woman and a blond at that", "I heard you were a spitfire", I call one client and he answers "yes dear". I think sometimes they are just trying to get along and I overlook alot. But when I'm not taken seriously for my knowledge and my time in this business it just gets old. When is enough, enough? When do I loose it and throw my hands up and say prejudice!, Descrimination!!!, harrassment!!! I am tired of it. Some days I think I could just lay on the floor and throw a genuine fit or just totally beat the crap out of someone 3x my size. The stress and pressure in this industry is bad enough but then adding on the fact that I have to overcome the woman thing somedays its just to much. Sorry for venting tonight but that is what is heavy on my heart.
Tired of only thinking about and doing work too. Time for something new just gotta find something that makes me happy, maybe a volunteer job something that makes a difference and means something then work won't seem so bad.
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